Friday, March 25, 2011

Day 5: Ending

Day 05 ⇝ A time you thought about ending your own life

I've been through some really rough times, but let's be honest here - my rough times are nothing compared to what some others have been through. Including members of my family and several of my best friends. Has the fleeting thought of ending my own life crossed my mind? Sure. Several times. But it was only ever that - a fleeting thought. Something that passed across my brain like a light breeze and was gone the absolute moment I realized that there were people out there who would genuinely mourn me. How selfish of me it would be to leave this world on purpose simply because my heart was broken and/or my life was in shambles. All it took was thinking of these people and telling myself to pick up and move on. Tough love, baby. Things can only get better from here. That kind of thing.

I really don't mean to sound pretentious or full of myself about this. Depression, one's life falling apart, these things are serious business. But I would be lying if I said that I had ever really seriously considered committing suicide, so there ya go. And this is a super depressing subject so I'll probably be posting something fun in a little while, as I'll be away this weekend and likely won't get to Day 6 until Monday.

Day 06 ⇝ Write 30 interesting facts about yourself
Day 07 ⇝ Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
Day 08 ⇝ A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life
Day 09 ⇝ How you hope your future will be like
Day 10 ⇝ Discuss your first love and first kiss
Day 11 ⇝ Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up
Day 12 ⇝ Bullet your whole day
Day 13 ⇝ Somewhere you'd like to move or visit
Day 14 ⇝ Your earliest memory
Day 15 ⇝ Your favorite Tumblrs
Day 16 ⇝ Your views on mainstream music
Day 17 ⇝ Your highs and lows of this past year
Day 18 ⇝ Your beliefs
Day 19 ⇝ Disrespecting your parents
Day 20 ⇝ How important you think education is
Day 21 ⇝ One of your favorite shows
Day 22 ⇝ How have you changed in the past 2 years
Day 23 ⇝ Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous you find attractive
Day 24 ⇝ Your favorite movie and what it's about
Day 25 ⇝ Someone who fascinates you and why
Day 26 ⇝ What kind of person attracts you
Day 27 ⇝ A problem that you have had
Day 28 ⇝ Something that you miss
Day 29 ⇝ Goals for the next 30 days
Day 30 ⇝ Your highs and lows of this month Pin It

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